You asked if it was going to get better, it will. When is it going to get better? It depends. And I know these are ass answers but honesty might just be the right response. First of all I am so damn sorry for that, you don’t deserve that and I hope you see this respond before anything happens. You’re so much worth, I don’t even know you and I’m sitting and worrying , not in a bad way worrying, In a genuine way that makes me want to talk and hug you. Love is crazy, love makes you crazy. Once you’ve had a taste, I know you can’t get enough. But you know what’s crazy with love, you can receive love in all different ways. Her leaving you? Is a painful type of feeling after being loved. But it will get better, it will, time will take those awful parts and lift it up to make you feel lighter. You are so much more deserving, you are so much more than a person with loss in its chest. You don’t know what to do? You take care of yourself, you distract yourself, you walk through this destroying fire and just fight it through. Take care of you stranger, I do really believe in you<3