Everyone is saying I didn't seek help. I did. Only one person believes me. I lost all my friends in a day, because I was constantly paranoid on the internet. I would hurt others, because I felt pathetic. I left for 5 months & got proper help. I feel much better, I took the blame.. but I don't want to prove it to anyone (Like show proof of medications and medication receipts to proof I did seek help.) I didn't do anything in that 5 month span. I wasn't harrassing anyone, I wasn't threatening anyone.. I was just getting help, learning to be happy again. But apparently; I messed up again, posted my face, and got called out. For what? I got help. I did what you all asked. I was literally minding my own business. I was severely mentally ill. No medications. Nothing. I starved myself constantly. Instead of telling me to seek help, they told me to kill myself. Is that what everyone wants? Why? I got help. Leave me alone now.