i never stop thinking of what we had. it's been well over two years since the last time we saw each other and i still can't get you out of my brain. you hurt me so bad and i think it's gonna feel like this forever. i think we were meant to be together, but i can't find a reason for it. i didn't learn anything from you or our relationship except maybe gaining self-worth. i realized what i don't want in a relationship. i'm engaged now and i still cry about you. i don't understand it. maybe i need closure. but i know i'll never get it.