Hi. I am so sorry you going through this. We can always start anew. We can always get better. Don't call yourself broken love. It's not selfish. You sound so sweet and nice. Look I'll give you honest advice okay? Things won't get better instantly. It will take time but is am sure you'll get there sweetie. Idc about others, i promise I'll help you out through it. First thing we need to do is, find something to live for. Not for others, but for ourselves. Try painting and try art. Take it all out on a the canvas, on the paper not on yourself darling. If you do self harm, please treat it properly. Ik it's not easy to ask for help. Please don't put a tag on yourself. You are not worthless. There's nothing in this world that isn't worthy enough. You are here for a reason. Your mere presence makes you worthy of everything. You need to see yourself in a better light. I promise things will get better. Indulge yourself in something you enjoy. If you feel yourself getting emotionally hurt, talk to someone, take it out on paper. You can do i anonymously too. Don't bottle it all up. You deserve love and it starts from your own very self.

I do art as a past time actually,,, I love drawing n art ^_^ thank you so much for the encouragement, sometimes it's really hard to remember your own worth n I'm actually working on healing as my new years revolution :), self love, all those nice, slightly cliche but ultimately true things at the end of the day <3