there hasn't been one day since december 2024 where you haven't crossed my mind. i hate the silence and how it makes the memory of you so much more painful. i hate being forced to accept that the one time i saw you is a peace in my heart i will never find again. i say hate in a sad-not-angry way. i've never found it easy to be mad at you, even when i knew i deserved to be. my mind and how it perceives you torments me, especially when i find myself feeling shame as i search your username & hers. i know it appears pathetic, obsessive, & just fucking sad of me to be stuck on someone who has clearly moved on and stayed with a partner who can provide what i could never, yet i linger here and wait as if we're both not actively aware you're not coming back this time. idk what number apology this is, but sorry again. just miss you & hope your doing okay.
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3 weeks ago
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Anonymous
3 weeks ago
Oh love. I feel so deeply for you. I will never be able to walk in your shoes but I do relate in the most possible way. The awareness of the situation might be the worst part for me. It’s hard to hate someone who you once loved so deeply, and maybe still do. But I hope you’ll get better. And I hope this feeling, time will take away and make it fade. Take care, proud of you always stranger<3
Anonymous
2 weeks ago
If this is from the girl that preferred moonstone over flowers, i never moved on. Reach out and save me. Ara ara
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