To V I know it's been a year. I thought I truly moved on, we have both dated multiple people since our break up but I think I left a piece of me when you left. As much as I want to forget us I think I will always love you at least a little bit. I have tried so hard but my mind and my heart just can't let go of you and our memories. You were my first love and I just can't let go and believe me I have tried, I have never stopped trying because I know in the end it can only hurt me but I can't let go of what we were and what we could have been if it wasn't for me and my mistakes and I can never forgive myself for that. I love you forever and always no matter how far apart we are, no matter how little we talk, no matter how long it's been. I wish things could have been different. Love, N