You just have try again and again and again with different people, I know the discomfort and humiliation of it but that’s the only way, one day it will would out. I’m proud of you you’ll be fine I’m sure of it <3

I know the feeling of humiliation whenever the same thing happened to me but the only way you can overcome this (speaking from experience) is to try and try all over again (with different groups of people/individuals) . It'll be hard at first but trust me, once you get the hang of it it'll eventually be easier for you. I just want to say that I'm proud of you for trying and for sharing this. Keep it up, pal! You did a great job!