What you should do? Take the ditching dudes to the trash and continue living life. Now this phrase ”friends come and go” is used for a reason. Why do I sound so harsh I’m sorry. But you’re worth so so so much and I genuinely think you haven’t met right people YET. No one is flawless and maybe someone will talk with you, accepting their flaws and just live in the flow. Don’t be afraid of messing up, real friends will either not care and continue or laugh about it WITH you. I hope you get some real good shit friends now, take care:)