You were my first love- the only one I’ve ever loved that much and that deeply: even though you liked me and confessed first I fell harder- you moved on and I’m still stuck here, over analyzing every small detail you probably don’t spare a second thought for. I pretended that I was okay, that I moved on too, but I hadn’t. It hurt when you told me she was ur right person wrong time, because that’s what you were to me. My heart skips at every notification hoping it’s from you, and I hold out hope every time even though I know I’ll only get hurt. I still have those silly dreams of us getting married and being together- dreams that’ll never come true. Everytime I think I’ve moved on- just one word text or glance from you undoes all my progress. I love you sm MM and there’ll always be a place for you in my heart Love, ~F