I saw a guy at a party two months ago. I fell in love with him at first sight. He has the most beautiful set of eyes I have ever seen. Truly a handsome and charming guy, though some of my friends said otherwise. Before I could muster up the courage to even smile his way properly,he had left the party. Stupid me, I was so scared of getting rejected and laughed at that I couldn’t even smile at him without looking away immediately. But every time I glanced at him,he was looking at me back. I found a picture of him taken by the photographer they had hired for the party and I asked everyone I could for his name. Nobody had ever even seen him except for one guy who didn’t even know his name. I asked if he could find out and he did. I found the gorgeous guy’s socials, I hesitated at first but I sent a follow request. No reply. Then I saw him at the bus station. I was with my mom and I had zoned out. I heard her say “look at this cute guy right here”, I turned around and my heart literally skipped a beat. “Mom that’s the guy from the party that i had told u abt!” Both him and I had different haircuts. I recognised him, idk abt him. But, he was still looking at me constantly. He met some friends of his and they were looking my way,too. His friends got on the same bus as my mom and I did and when they walked past our seats they both looked and it was obvious that it was not by accident. I feel confused. I sent another follow request and I took it back again. I even changed my pfp to a picture I took the day he saw me so he could 100% recognise me. I changed it again though because I came to the conclusion that I have no chance with him. Whether he recognised me or not, he doesn’t wanna get to know me though his behaviour irl says otherwise. I feel a little better day by day but my heart still aches a bit when I think of him or listen to this beautiful song “inspector mills” by America. The lyrics are a true match to my situation. I wonder, what should I do if I ever see him again? Should I let it go entirely, should I go up to him and be honest by saying “hey, sorry if I’m bothering you, I find you very cute” and just smile and wait a few secs? I don’t know…